Firesprit I tend to isolate myself when I am feeling low but I am trying not to. I have forced myself to go out. I've met up with friends and a good friend that I lost contact with a few years ago. I've a girlie night planned for this weekend. However other days I tend to hide away which I know doesn't help but I am so tired. Separated ah is coming to the house today to collect some items and I will be going out. It would be upsetting to be here when he's taking items for his new place. I need to protect myself!! I needed reminding I don't want him home not while actively drinking, thank you
Hopeful, I know your right but there are days when I don't think it will get any better!!
Solomio, I didn't take the first step I wasn't strong enough to leave he left me. But I won't react but will trust what's meant to be will be. Thank you.
Meggem thank you!!