Originally Posted by
13unluckyforsom 
In my eyes the problem is the one time I don't keep it in check and I go overboard. I mean so far I'm doing okay - my life's changed dramatically and everything's so much more happy and positive. I can be sensible but I do also love getting wrecked to the point I don't know my name
so...basically you're saying you're in control and moderating; am i getting that right?
i'm wondering, though, what your past own experience with that is? if that kind of thing had worked out for me, i wouldn't have ever joined a recovery forum.