Two Days Sober
And it feels like it's been 2 years, not 2 days.
Everyone I know either has a drinking problem or worse, even my family are always drinking (two out of three of them anyway) which means anywhere I go, I'm around booze which really isn't good for me right now.
The first place I look when I open the fridge is at the beer, the first place I go to when I wake up in the morning is the bottle of whisky I have hidden in my room. It's just so hard to resist the temptation.
Also, for the record I also suffer from depression which adds to the need to drink, when 24 hours, 7 days a week, the only thoughts that go through your head are either how to kill yourself or how much you hate yourself, those few hours away from it all that you get from alcohol are so tempting.
Anyone have any advice? I know the only option I have right now is to stay sober and stop ruining my life but that doesn't seem to make any sense most of the time, the only thing that makes sense is to drink. So yeah, I need a little advice.
Thanks,
StayingSober