may I join you guys for some support? day 3 today, first time ever sober as only just clicked I had a problem. im 32 and have drank most days for the last 10 years for reasons I all thought were normal. think I was the last person to realise. came close to the end on thurs, needed medical attention, hit rock bottom. I 'confessed' all to my dear boyfriend, believing he had no idea. I told him, I have a problem, im an alcoholic and I need help. weve been together 5 years. his reply? simply: I know love, and im so glad that you now do too. how foolish to think he didn't know?? turns out, I was the last one to know. scared, bewildered but determind. lucky to have support from my rock, but its still so hard and scary, and being able to pop on here when im struggling would be so helpful if that's ok?