Slipped up last night. I feel bad. Everyone on this thread seems to be doing so well. Same story, my husband went out to a local bar to listen to music and dance. I drank beer turned out to be the same routine. Don't remember the end of the night. I had a plan for the weekend and was really focused on enjoying the weekend without drinking. I can't explain why I made the decision to drink last night. Once I got there it was like automatic to drink. Feeling bad today. Hungover, it's really hard on my body. I'm 46 and this stuff just kicks my butt. With all of this and my desire to not binge drink anymore you'd think it would be pretty simple to just not drink. I don't get why this is so hard for me.