Originally Posted by
Twin42 
I need to repent, I have been hating God for making me like this. Allowing this. I know it's His plan and it's disrespectful and arrogant of me, but it's how I feel.
repentance is always a good cleaning thing
we need to not blame God for our mistakes or sins committed
but
realize that we have a Father to turn to who wishes for us the best
MM