Hi and welcome sc
This is an international board, so there's always someone around. It;s probably a little quieter than usual due to Labor Day tho.
To me alcoholism is not measured by how much you drink, it's what happens to you when you do, and how that makes you feel.
I spent a lot of years where my alcoholism was not readily apparent to others...until it was. I really believe addiction is progressive, so you're wise to be thinking about it now.
I also think the label is not nearly as important as admitting and accepting you have a problem...and most people who take the time to register here and post feel they do.
With that taken as read, you can start to figure out what to do about your problem.
You'll find a lot of support advice and understanding here - just posting here helped a lot for me. It meant a lot to be around folks who understood.
I'm glad you found us
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