Just woke up AGAIN!
First attempt of sobriety lasted 8 months, trying it again. Now on day 30 and the second time is harder. Really want to make it this time so I will be visiting this site daily. First attempt had my doc putting me on Vibryd because I was not an alcoholic but just a depressed old lady. Almost lost my mind and the withdrawals were horrible. Slipped back into bad habit again and now struggling to save my sanity. Do not have any initiative to get out of bed, mind races continually and brain fog is unreal. All I want to do is sleep. Will take it one day at a time. Thanks for this forum, it offers so much support for us that have no one to talk to.