Hey KNB! I was a wine and champagne drinker - 2 bottles a night during the week, sometimes 2.5 and the weekend 4 a day wouldn't seem crazy. This has been going on, maybe not so bad, since Beginning of 2012. There's really no explanation of why I drink - probably loneliness - but then I've pushed everyone away in isolating and drinking at home. The fact that I've kept my career going this last year is nothing short of a miracle. I know I can't go back but man, just struggling these last few days.
It's ok though - I'm going home in a bit - immediately putting pjs on and hankering down. No booze today.