You guys are right- I just have to go. The saying "If you love something set it free. If it comes back it was meant to be" really rings true in this situation. I guess what is so difficult with this, is it is not a normal breakup- meaning things aren't ending because of lack of love, interest in someone else, etc- you know, normal break up scenarios. But I guess when the disease of addiction is involved, nothing is ever normal huh?