TerpGal, late last night I posted about my pity party. Facing my demons, my past, my codependency was getting to be to much for me last night. I feel asleep but woke up at 2 am picking up right where I left off. I did a lot of praying myself even talking to myself reciting prayer out loud. I'm sure if anyone had heard they would have assumed I had gone off the deep end but it was quite the opposite. Like you I was able to find calm and peace. We are strong and we will be okay with or without these people in our lives. Some of the problems are them some of it is us and that's just how it is, maybe even exactly how its supposed to be.
I was happy reading your post this morning. I haven't thought about the Nothing from that movie in forever but I remember and i totally get it. Hang in there today, be strong! While I'm talking to myself out loud today I'll say a prayer for you too!