Originally Posted by
TerpGal 
And I got down (figuratively, I was at work) on my hands and knees and asked God to either kill me or remove this burden from my heart. Then I got a flash like a thunderclap. "Wait, hold up, none of that nonsense she said about you is true. Its all lies! Why are you causing yourself pain over lies that are HER PROBLEM." That was my rock bottom. God gave me the answer and a peace came over me. I still have niggling feelings of self doubt and anger for sure, but when I do, I just ask God to get the devil outta my head.
Yes.
Are any of you of the age to have watched "The Neverending Story" as a kid? I feel like God has come in like the Nothing, sweeping away every last bit of me until the one grain of sand is left. And I know that building myself from that one grain of sand is possible, and will happen, it is just exhausting.
Yes.
and
Amen.