Thank u all so much! With your help and calling my sponsor I made it through without a drink and all is peaceful in my house. My son made it through he just hung out at home watched some tv , on his cell , calm gave me hugs and kisses and now he is asleep. Thx so much for the encouragement, helping me to stay away from the drink, and most of all helping me to not let guilt , especially unecessary guilt drive me to a stupid drink!