Congrats! I haven't smoked a joint in 7yrs.I totally get what you say when you mentioned that you know you beat it when someone offers to smoke with you, and you turn them down.
I once had it so bad that if I was out, I would spend hours looking around the house for roaches. Just to have enough to break em down and roll a pinner. lol
My dh still smokes occassionally. The smell of his clothing literally knocks me down. I can't believe I actually went around smelling like that for years.
It's nothing that I miss. Thank goodness. I'm happy for you that your life has gotten better. Sounds as if you've grown up. Feel blessed. A lot of people stay in that lifesyle most of their lives. What a waste,to go through our whole lives a pothead.