Originally Posted by
ZeroNowhere570 
What do I do guys? I don't know myself. I sit here writing this craving a drink to forget about all the things alcohol has done to me & my life.
Welcome Zero, and thanks for sharing your story. What do you do now? Well, not drinking is a great start. Having a drink will simply take you right back to causing all the problems you just listed above. Getting to know yourself will take some time...and you might be surprised to find that you will like what you find.