My sponser says if you want to drink then by all means drink but why do you want to drink
To get drunk like the taste the feeling it gives etc except that it isn't going well and will get worse moderating is a myth of alcoholics that just arnt ready yet I was one I done things like experiments
Or things like I overdone it again became frequent quickly and out of nowhere and no one wants that for you
Know that you can stop but you either stop now or find out later who knows you might be alright
Is it worth risking if the warning signs are getting more frequent
I wish you the best good luck