TerpGal- I was thinking back to how physically sick I use to be when I was with AH. I was always going to the doctor for some ailment. I was a regular at the pharmacy they knew I was coming.
I was jobless and unemployment was running out.
I didn't mow the yard and didn't know how to.
I was not a handy person what so ever let alone touch dirt.
And the weight omg I can't believe my body ever got so big I am very ashamed.
Fast forward to 8 months now.
I still have my house, I started my own housecleaning business. I have gone from a size 14 to a size 6 and I enjoy yard work now. I am actually building a fire pit in the backyard now.
I stopped blaming AH for what I was promised and didn't get.
I am the happiest and healthiest I have been in 13 years and guess what I did it on my own.
Please know I am in now way trying to brag but I can relate with your story.
I didn't know what I was going to do and I thought life was better off without me.
All my issues are not settled but I do what I am capable of doing.
Working on myself and changing my attitude was a hug step. Nothing changes if nothing changes. I am keeping you in my prayers and hope you can find something to smile about.
Please keep posting and letting us know how you are doing.