Maybe he is the one who got scared? See, that food...that is the food that I got for myself when I said that when he drinks, each one will cook his/her own. A boundary. Am I supposed to have a fridge for myself only now with a chain and a lock on it?
He asked if I was going to hit him. I said I did not want to go to jail for that and that I could. Baiting me into domestic violence or something?
This Friday, I started withdrawing small amounts of cash an secretly saving. Before that, I felt that it would be me stabbing his back if I have my very own bank account. And that is the most normal thing in the free world!
Thanks, Amy.
And big huggs to everyone here. The most horrible thing is being alone in these moments.