These past 2-3 weeks were just horrible. Everything just exploded. I am taking care of myself, but he is punishing me for my independence! When I walk away, when I drive away, and come back, I know there will be some consequences. It is not only booze spilling. If I refuse cooking, ignore him, act a bit more distant, it just happens.
I'm breathing, Amy. I am breathing.
YES! I do not know what normal is anymore! Been married to him for 8 years almost. It is no joke. I have no idea what I want. I want impossible I guess. A magic cure. I want to wake up tomorrow and have my years back. Impossible, I know!