I see that you joined here in 2010. This has been going on for quite a while now. Been there/done that also. No judgement from me. I just wanted to tell you that when you are in situations like this for this long, you no longer know what normal is. You start to get use to the abnormal, it starts to feel normal, then they "up" the abuse.
What do you want? I'm pretty sure your head might be so messed up now, that you don't even know what you want. Perhaps you do want a divorce, but when he throws that at you, you freak out. I know I did. Talk to us