Hey Fools - I have to say that I was super depressed yesterday. A combination of work (crazy bosses who think everything revolves around them), my inability to get a new job let alone an interview, my weight, and yes Robin Williams death. I've struggled with depression for many many years. Ever since I was 8 or 9. I was clinically depressed about 5 years ago and it was horrible. Everything just came to a head yesterday. I was ready to walk out of my job, go buy a bottle of vodka, go home and barricade myself in my bedroom. I am such a mess. I keep thinking if RW, someone who has everything (at least outwardly), thinks suicide is the only way out, then what does that mean for someone like me? His death brings home to me how easily depression (what I fight EVERY DAY) can lead you to such a dark place that you feel that you have nothing, even when you have everything.
Sorry if my ramblings are a bit depressing
Will try to make my next post brighter
