I definitely am taking care of myself. I come first. it's a little hard to kick someone to the curb who got caught up in the wrong crowd and who has a problem. He's been in my life for almost 10 years and I know this isn't him. I still haven't given up yet because deep down i know he's still the person i met. He despised drugs and anything to do with them. .. I came here for advice and to get it off my chest so I don't need smart remarks and negativity , "Low"