Ladyscribbler I behaved the same hanging onto his every word after a binge desperately wanting to believe his promises but knowing deep down inside he would never follow through but I hoped he would wake up one day and see what he was destroying that day never came.
Catherine I learned early on here that words are meaningless it's the actions that count. And like you I want everything sorted now I'm not very patient but I am learning.
Do you have somewhere to go when he is drinking and you are scared or if you need to get out quickly?