First of all, you really need to be ready to quit mentally and physically. When you are truly ready you will have a better chance at quitting for good. Trust me,I know it's hard, been there done that many times. When you feel the urge to drink come here and post or start attending AA meetings. Just a suggestion. If you have sober friends hang around them. I've been reading a lot on the disease and that has helped me. Changing your routine and keeping busy really helps. Maybe it will help you too. Good luck.