Wouldn't call that rambling @ all! You were simply tellin us where @ in life & need help to get where wanna be. I was not wknd drinker but started off as that & finished as an all the time drinker. It's miserable & can relate to that. But God had a great plan for me by introducing me to AA 3 yrs ago even tho didnt choose to get serious till Aug '12. What a blessing this program's been to me & I'm sure can be to you as well
Prayed that wounds would heal quickly
Best wishes ma'am