Even if your a self made man? I built my company from the ground up 10 years ago. Every time I keep getting over the drinking hump I find a reason to point to drink. I hate to say it but walking away means people don't have a job anymore. I'm a good boss. So I think so. When is my sobriety worth more than the livelihood have many? I always see people with nothing much to give but always ready to give more. To see their smile makes me want it. I'm half trashed for tonight. I'm sorry. I never knew my dream for my passion would grow and cause me to defend my drinking. Do I walk away from everything I've done for a life of not drinking? I need the balls to jump that fence.
