my drinking is out of control
I feel so desperate, my drinking is now having an dreadful impact on my children, the last few days I have said the most hurtful things to my 11 yr old son. He deserves so much more.
As much as I want to change and know I should before it's to late, I'm not sure if I want it enough if it means I have to quit drinking
How awful that sounds but it is the truth of the matter.