My original sober date was April 4. So I have drinken 3 days in the last 120 going which is progress considering I used to be an everyday drinker.
I did the same thing a few weeks ago. July 4 nice weather, BBQ. party, stress release, ect... Called it what ever you want. Its came and went. Been back on the horse and about to hit 1 month again. The hangover and making an jerk out out of myself was a great reminder for me to stay sober.
Glad you came back. We were built around alcohol and change is hard. But you acknowledged and its in the past. Thanks for your post. I know many an relate and find it inspiring.
Here is a great quote to remember
"Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it"
George Santayana
I wish you the best in your journey.