Thanks everyone for the really positive replies
Weiresttoner - hang on to that fear of relapse. Although I've managed to stay sober for 2 weeks the demons are so much closer now. Last night was white knuckle time and I just had to stop everything and take time out to really concentrate on why I want to be sober. Wish I could turn the clock back but I can't...so its time to give this my all and work harder more than ever.
I can't beat alcohol, the addiction will always be there but I can give it a good bashing along the way
