Welcome back, foryoumyson.
I've posted elsewhere, I'm in early days of this attempt to stop for good, but what feels different for me this time is that I've finally realised that what we think alcohol offers us is only an illusion. It brings nothing positive, only bad stuff. I realised before on a logical level that it offered bad stuff, but I clung onto what I thought were the positives. This time I've properly realised there just are no positives to alcohol.
Stick with us!