I know I need to have an optimistic attitude. It's just difficult to see the light at the end of the tunnel. At least right now. After hundreds of failed attempts to quit Nobody close to me has any faith in me at all. They're all just getting the speech again. The "what ifs" are relentless. Tomorrow is a new day. I hope I can wake up feeling refreshed and maybe a little more positive. I've felt this way a hundred times, probably thousands. It will pass.