Hopefully ready to change
Its a Sunday morning before 7am, and I am finally posting here, after being a lurker for I don't know how long. I know I need to give up drinking. I've know it since I was 18. I am 40 now. Its not as bad as it could be, but its getting worse. Its wine and craft beers and seemingly happy sipping on the deck in the summer. But its getting more frequent and in greater volumes. I feel myself needing it and it getting harder to step away. I am hung over now on Sunday with my cats when there is so much I could do today. I need help and I am scared to admit it and to make a change I want so much. I think this forum and its wise and generous souls are so amazing. Thank you all for reading.