Nuudawn

I am so glad to hear this Windancer. It saddens me to realize what I subjected myself to in relationship...I had no boundaries. It feels like sobriety was the only thing I was willing to protect. Whilst drinking my thinking was so muddled. I really thought I could overcome anything. I thought we could fix ourselves..together...despite the outer limits of sanity our conflicts could bring me to. I care for my ex...but his brokenness is beyond my emotional and intellectual capacities to endure.

I could not fix myself..and be there to fix us. I had to choose. Despite wanting his own sobriety and desire for healthy life and relationship. It became clear to me he was only paying that lip service. He was pretty much saying anything and everything to support his own love addiction issues. Water seeks its own level they say.