welcome aboard.
I'm sorry that it's come to such extreme situations for you so early in life and so dramatically.
This has got to be a tremendously difficult time for you, but there is REALLY GOOD NEWS!!!
You're kind of blessed. Because this gives you the opportunity of a lifetime, EARLY on in your lifetime, to head this thing off and have a long, joyful, rewarding and sober life ahead.
I'm sure it feels overwhelming and scary and maybe even impossible to return from all of this - but it's not.
Coming here was a great move, we're here to help and we get it.
Keep logging on, keep posting, keep reading, keep reaffirming your commitment to sobriety and keep not drinking or using.
IT WILL GET BETTER.