Thank you all so much for your support. And thank you for congratulating me on 6 months. I am proud of my sober time. Now I just want to sweat this poison out of my body. I really tied one on last nite. Went to a bar near my house and met a man who lives in my neighborhood. I didn't want to go home and have my 19 year old daughter see me so drunk so I risked my life and went home with this man. Fortunately he was not a rapist or worse and I had enough sense to leave when he tried to get me to sleep with him. I walked home and my daughter did see me and thats the worst part. She was not cruel about it like she has been in the past and is not giving me a hard time today. I loathe alcohol.