Almost had 6 months sober until last nite
I was doing great with sobriety but I decided to drink last nite. I had been having drinking dreams for awhile but I didn't think it would lead to having such a strong craving yesterday. I was feeling lost and worried because my daughter is moving out and my Dad is in poor health. Just felt alone and hurt. Called in sick today. I may call a total stranger from a list of numbers I got at AA. I don't have friends just spend all my time with family. And they won't always be here. Rambling now. This post is a caution. An example of how you have to take care of yourself and watch out for triggers. Going back to sobriety. I am not defeated. I don't like drinking and waking up feeling depressed.