I think that is how people with long term sobriety relapse. I keep trying to play the "real" alcohol card on myself. I have come to the conclusion that if I would even take the chance of going back that is a problem. Even if you probably could get away with it ask yourself it is really worth the risk? Is a drink here or there really that important? It shouldn't be. Yes FT I think your AV is very patient. I imagine mine is as well.