Originally Posted by owington

I had a good week and thought if I spend all my cash, then I can't buy any drink. Worked well, bought some nice things for my house, then I've gone and done this. It wasn't planned, I didn't think about it when I woke, just had a mad hour and before you now it here I am. Yeah, I know what I should be doing, but I'm not doing it. It won't be a celebration of any kind, I'll be sat here home, alone. I know how I'll feel tomorrow but it didn't stop me. I'll keep reading but won't be posting til i feel worthy cos I don't want to drag anyone else down with me.