I like your post, JDooner. Sobriety has made me value my life more than I ever have valued it. I think some people in my life think that I have become more cautious in my old age but honestly I find my life precious now. I wasn't so much daring before as I was reckless because I really didn't care. I felt dull inside, so any thrill, whether it be chemical or showy or physical was only there to try to make me feel alive. Now I feel alive in the true sense of the word and I am so grateful for it.