Hi Queen, I missed yours! I did tell him I didn't love him. I don't know if he doesn't believe me or if he just can't leave due to lack of a place to stay. He says he doesn't understand how I can one minute and not the next. I tried to explain it's because he's one person one minute and another the next. Although, that's not true is it, he's always been both people. I guess I mostly want to try to get him to leave without the jail first.
I don't think he'd harm me honestly. He really isn't that type. I'm a little afraid in the future. More I hate to have to tell his child I had him thrown in jail, and that's why he's not around. I'd rather at least try to end things somewhat civil. I don't know if that's possible yet.