I don't think I could have approached this any other way really. I've thought about it.
I mean, I guess I could have a craptastic whiny attitude about it, but why? I'd be sick of hearing myself complain...and complain about what? I did this. I caused this chaos and mess, I must clean it up. There really is nobody to blame but myself. It feels good to accept that, hard....but good. I know I'm doing everything I can in my power to make this situation as good as it can be.
and to learn from it. Over and over again! LOL