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Old 07-10-2014, 08:46 AM
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Applekat
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Thanks Fools.

I feel like I can't explain my slips. I've been able to reign them in to occasional weekends (mostly - besides the vino at a couple dinners on this vaca). And I've always come right back to SR. I'm thankful for the sober days I've accumulated. And I'm thankful I haven't gone back into sneaking, hiding and lying about drinking. But I also wonder how long to keep patting myself on the back for sober days (versus total and continuous sobriety) and for getting right back on the wagon and posting again (versus being able to always post before drinking). I mean, enough already, right?! I've come a long way. Yes. But.....what the heck, ya know!?
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