Thread: My last binge
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Old 03-21-2005, 03:40 PM
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nutz
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Congrates on the five days.
I personally thinks is a grest idea.
My sponor suggested that I made a list of desperates moments
or the troubles or situations I got meself into, in my using.
It was a simple list.
I carried the list in my wallet to remind me, on top of the phone list.
you know......... I forget real fast.
I never wanted to go back there again, real depressing and than some.lol
The list saved my ass many, many times. It helped me get thourgh
some urges and prevented relapes in my earliy recovery.

Come to think of it...mmmm I should make one again.
It's been a while for me...I never want to forget where I came from.

Thank you for sharing.
I was starting to get wacked again.
I forget, I'm an addict/alki. I counldn't stop using even if I tried.
I should be greatful to be clean and sober today, thats the miracle.
Everything else is an add on or a gift.
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