Thank you for all your love and support. My Dad has now developed bronchitis and will probably be admitted to hospital. It's unlikely he will be well enough for his radiotherapy treatment.
I had written a long post about it all and all my worries for my Mum and how she will manage etc but I deleted it.
It all sounded horribly attention seeking. I feel ashamed of not managing all this better than I am.
Sobriety is hard sometimes but I guess that's the way it is. We get the great times, we must walk through the difficult bits.
Thanks for your care all x