I have to get control of my life
Well I've fallen off the wagon yet again. Our kids spent the night at a friend's so I took the liberty of drinking until black out, woke up this morning completely unaware of what I did for like the last two hours of the night.....my husband just shakes his head and tells me I spun out....I didn't want details.
I'm a 41 year old professional, three beautiful kids, all I could wish for...and yet I continue to act like a fool. I'm just so sad and distraught and angry and embarrassed...Really embarrassed because I have no idea what kind of display I put on in front of our neighbors.