Blue chair and reader baby - thank you for your replies - I could relate to both of you and appreciate your time and effort in replying and sharing your stories and input - even though it took me days to sit down and reply back! I am taking it day to day, we haven't seen or spoken to eachother, but have texted/emailed. I think rehab will be around 8/1. So much hope but an equal amount of caution - which is what I need, to be cautious. Well see where it all goes...