Thank You - don't know where to turn. I know my husband knows I have a problem. He asked me how i hurt my ankle and I told him the truth. Then he said 'you told the kids you did it at work'. I didn't remember telling them that! I have to do this more for them than myself - they are beautiful kids, I don't want them to see me like this they don't deserve it and i worry they could repeat my mistakes someday! I don't drink at home alone, I am a social drinker. I need to STOP, all of it. Thank you for listening
. Pretty disgusting now sitting here at my desk wanted to throw up with my ankle wrapped in ice. I just hope I can get through the day without getting sick and having to go to the hospital for my ankle! Thanks again for listening