Jeni
You have so much going on...I wish I could help you. Anxiety is a nightmare.
I am glad you are getting help with your workload. I hope that you can find a way to learn that you do not have to be everyone's sounding board. You are a great person and I know you like to help others, but please take care of yourself. It can become very overwhelming.
Wishing you a peaceful day. You are not alone and know that you have my support along with everyone else here.
((hugs))