I loved your post TDG, Gandhi said something along the lines of the "The purpose of life is to find your life's purpose"... easier said than done but they also tell me it's about the journey!!!
It is a good thing to reflect and take stock of our lives. I feel it is a healthy thing to do, not to long though we also need to get amongst it. Where we focus our attention and energy that is the direction our lives move in.
I love the human experience, I love that I get to enjoy the human experience
That is a lovely thing to say. You sound more reflective than depressed...I know that I couldn't think like that when I was juggling drinking and hangovers, I was more about errr, I suck and self loathing.