Oh, and let me mention that when I did get home and started drinking my 13 yo said "I thought you were going to quit drinking, I even told grandma and she was excited for you too". Whoa Nelly - big let down. She must have heard me tell my husband that I was going to quit and out of excitement told my mother. Ouch, I felt awful and drank to stop the guilt. I was feeling pretty stupid and still am.